This is something I shared on my Facebook page a few weeks back. I thought I would share it here as well. I am not trying to preach or teach anything. I am just very excited about these things that God is doing in my life and like to share them with anyone who is willing to listen.
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I will be able to love as God loves when I am fully convinced of one thing. God must convince me that there is absolutely nothing good about me except the goodness he places inside of me. When I can accept that this is true, I will love all men and rejoice over all men. When I know that God is the only source of good inside of me, I will no longer be able to look down on any man. It will no longer be possible to look down on any man because I will realize that the only reason I am not like the man I am tempted to look down on is because God himself empowered me not to be. If I become convinced that all that I am is strictly by the power and will of God, then judging others for what they are not will become impossible. But, as long as I am under the delusion that I have a goodness of my own that is separate from the goodness God places in me, I will remain subject to the misery of judging others and condemning others for what they seem to lack. I will judge them for what they lack because I will assume that they are to blame for what they lack instead of recognizing that their lack is the result of God's choice and God's choice alone.
This task of destroying the belief that I have a goodness of my own has been a monumental task. Yet, God is proving himself to be up to the job. Because of HIS power and work, I am VERY close to fully embracing this truth. It is not finished just yet, but I am convinced the finish line is close. However, it must be God and God alone who takes me to the finish line. If I move towards the line by my power, it will make it impossible to believe that there is no good thing in me, thus making it impossible to not judge others. It has to be of God. My love towards others will only be complete when God himself destroys my belief that I have some goodness in me that in not directly from him.
