Hi Drifter,I understand your point, it's sort of like, you feel bad in your first sentence, for what you aren't able to do, and then go on to what all of us aren't doing.I sympathise, but at the same time, I would like to encourage you personally, that every minute of our waking days, can be spent "WITH HIM" and if "with Him" THAT is RELATIONSHIP and He hears you and you hear HIM. That's something to SMILE about friend ... imagine that ? The WORD says, we are 'presently' seated in Heavenly Places 'with' HIM. WOW !We ONLY need to learn to "practice the presence of God" .... no matter 'what's' going on around us. We are constantly (or Can Be) IN His Presence. Wow !!! That's absolutely amazing and something so hard to imagine, yet it's True.The enemy doesn't want us to realise what we have in HIM. Satan wants us Christians to only mope around grieving about "what we Don't have", so we're not a witness to others, nor can we minister to others. (satan's a tricky/crafty one, on 'hiding truths from us' - so we're not productive, ya know ?)Some religions flog themselves and do all sorts of contortions, to "get on good or right with God", but if the same Spirit that dwelled IN CHRIST (His Spirit) dwells in you, then He'll quicken more than just your mortal body ... Drifter ~ if we "walk in the spirit" as best we can, we are in complete communion with HIM and His desires and His mind, etc. etc. etc..It isn't "head" knowledge ~ it's "experiential" knowledge we're after ... and He's offering that now.We need to read those promises more, that tell us "where and what" we have with Christ Presently.It'll make you shout 'GLORY', right in the middle of the job, or wherever. There are times to "travail", but God never puts a burden on your heart to travail for, unless He provides the means, time, place to do that ... even 'while' working.But prayer, is just "two-way-conversation" and He's seldom quiet on His end. :-)The JOY of the Lord is our strength, and that is only had IN His Presence. (He's already there ... we just need to get there with Him :)Faith, Joy, Hunger for more, is all contagious ... you can't force it on anyone, or force anyone to LOVE more ... but you can just be a magnet (or salt) by shining 'HIS' presence with it's Joy, Love, Praise, Etc. around others.I pray you receive 'His' Joy to give you strength to see 'where you dwell and where He dwells'. He Always hears you ~ He knows your heart !!!All His Mighty Blessings & Promises come alive in our hearts & understanding. Amen ! That's revival !As a former Respiratory therapist/CPR person, I can tell you, only the "almost dead or already dead" need reviving ... otherwise, just fan the flame daily, it's always there waiting on you.Start with Ephesians chpt. 1 and when ya get to the last verse, read that one a few times. :-) God Bless, and pray for me too while you're at it. He already knows our needs. Thanks !!!