geraldine,I agree with all you have written and thank almighty God for you a willing servant and all his willing servants, many of whom come to this site.I have had that feeling that you speak of, ‘The urgency’, through out my walk with God.In 1993, God filled me with his Holy Spirit. Miraculously in my own home, during serious circumstances in my life. I was not at any Church at that time. I have since that time, always taken him seriously.A year later or so seeing around me, when the Holy Spirit came in abundance, what Christians did with it. A lot spent hours partying because the Holy Spirit had come, including alcohol. Which can make people lose that, well you know.I went to one, I looked in disbelief, gave my excuses and left. I went home and prayed on my knees to God, Crying in tears, look what they are doing, why do they do this, God that you would have mercy upon us and our church. Some of us did show an amount, of disagreement with these things. We were not listened to, we continued to Pray on behalf of the Church.About a month later.God at that time gave to me, in an awesome way. A picture in my mind, of the name of a book in the Bible. The picture was of an open book. There was a blank page on the left side and half way down on the right hand page was written the Word Haggai I thought what does that word mean, I have never heard of this book. So I got my bible and looked and there it was a small book, that I had not noticed before.I have to say, I was in awe of God.I opened my bible and there it was, exactly halfway down the right hand page, written in exactly the same type print, that I had seen in the picture in my mind. HaggaiIn the book of Haggai, he showed me, chp1. V2-10 and of course the rest of this book speaks of many things.I went to church, I tried to get someone in authority to listen, it fell on deaf ears. I was treat as a lesser person, because I was persistently ill. There on the outward man, I looked weak. Not inside though, I was very reliant on God. Jesus was and is my friend, help, carer, peace giver, healer, I could go on. God being my Father. They were and Are my all. I did however seek much prayer, as God led me to.He has brought me through so much. Through which I have learnt much. Amen. All the Glory goes to God and his Son Jesus, whom he did sacrifice, for me. Wondrous things they do for me. I shall just say that we were left eventually, with a remnant of the people.People moved on to different Churches etc.The Church I NOW go to, which is close to where I now live, is Listening to God and is growing in him. Solid leadership Amen.The feeling of urgency can feel like a lonely walk, no other human in the vicinity to share this with. God wants you to Intercess on behalf of his people in you’re Church and all other matters that he will bring to you. God wants you to look to him, for you to pray to him for yourself also.Do not feel bereft of human company, for you have the Company of God Almighty. Kneel before the Throne of the Almighty God, who is your Father and talk to him. You are his, he is yours, and he will teach you many things through the Holy Spirit.Amen.Yes, Urgency for this world to know, 'JESUS' so they too can come before, 'THE THRONE OF GOD'Glory to Our Lord and God Most High.ellieI have Posted a thread Named: HAGGAI In the Lounge.