I as a christian am finding recently that I was recently appaulded to find out that some people did not pick up the bible the whole way during a bible study or housegroup, it made me sick to the stomach. It broke my heart to realise this it was not the first week either, I can forgive and forget and I hopefully will the people that do it.The bible is a major part of a christians life because if you want to find out more about Jesus who is thy centre of the christian life you have to study it. The usual general way of having bible studies is to have a question and aswer section where a person presents a section of questions and answers on a particular verse and then the group answers those questions, the good things that I like about this is scripture is actually read and understood and some good debates come out of it, the bad thing is that people I know are too worried whether they get the answers right or wrong to even care what the actual scriptures say, then there are also the ones with just audio where people actually think about what people say this is good because normally the sermons if they are chosen correctly can end up with a good meeting if bad nothing but boredum. My heart would be to drop all that and start of with a praise section and then study the word of god directly without using any aids and then praying either at the end. I find I like using the bible directly becasue you actually get what people think rather than what they are suppose to say and it is a measure to see how far they are in there spirutal walk, I also find that I actually get challanged alot more I get challanged when they use aids but not as much as without. I have need Jesus alot and I need to be challanged by it in rebuke and reproof, I find that even if you are trying to help them, they cannot see that. I so want to grow in the Lord and be a witness and that people would go the full potential of the love of Jesus Christ and that I can forgive whoever I need to forgive and that i can be firm in what I believe and no comprimise yet I also want to have the love and to be pure and holy which I fail at al of these but I just want jesus to show up as he is, the biblical jesus I just want to learn more about him and I find I am limited, I also want to love his body and his church and praise god with all my heart Please read your bible listen to it I beg, i plead
