Oh brother, what happened to cause you to jump ?Dom, what type of Church did you attend ?Isn't there any brother or elder or even a Pastor there, that can talk with you ? One to come visit you, where you are ?My heart goes out to you and with you being so far away, I wouldn't know where to tell you to call for Spiritual uplifting help.Where we live, the have a Telephone book with yellow pages, and there's a section called "Ministries" and some are very good for helping folks.I don't know what further to say at this point, but if you need to talk, we're all here for you.Please hang onto your faith, even if it is just a "thread".Praying deliverance for you Dom and healing of your foot. But mostly that you'll feel God's Provision. Amen.Stay in touch and seek help where you are.AnnieEdited to add: This is a new site ... I don't know if it's what you're looking for, but Billy Graham's radio station promotes it.http://www.troubledwith.com/All HIS Best to you brother Dom.