i currently work as a "bouncer" in a mans camp in australia. the lord recently used me to speak with a man who is passionate about budest issues. after many nights of trying to reach this man's heart, i met barrier after barrier. last night God gave me wisdom for this man! the conversation was thisme: so you feel you are a good manhim: well i am a budest!me: that's what you told me, but how can you be a good man if you like porno movies and sleep with prostitutes.him: there is nothing wrong with that every man does it, it's our nature.me: but i am not talking about everyman i am talking about you.him: i am paying for a service for social company and anyway it gives the girl money so she can feed her family.me: so as the good man you are, you are a raper of womens hearts.him: i am not like thatme: the law says if you have sex with a women without her consent that is rape! if you watch a porno and think about having sex with that women isn't that rape in a spiritual sense! when you have physical sex with a prostitute you don't care about her heart you just want her body therefore you rape her heart emotionally.him: (just looked at me and said) it sounds horrible when you put it like thatme:you judge yourself by man's standeds and justify your actions to overcome the guilt you feel.him: how do i judge myself then and how do i change.at this very point a fight broke out and we had to go and attend it so our conversation ended.my challege with this man is that he hates christianity. i have walked as wisely as i can to break down the barriers of his heart. the lord told me that he will come to him soon. the man has been very quiet over the last couple of days and i can see that he is contemplating his foundation. God has been teaching me for a long time to bring people to this point and then when their ready, offer them the salvation of christ. sometimes my own flesh wants to break out and preach scripture unfortunatly most of the people i witness to have bitterness in there hearts towards this time of preaching and would respond with snarls and stabbings. i suppose its a spiritual way of breaking the walls of jerico before entering the city! any thought or idea's are welcomed and emails ;-)
