I don’t see it as an either or, but rather both. First as a disciple of Christ, and then He sends the disciples out. God’s work on earth will be accomplished as there are willing vessels that will be used of the Lord for His purpose and His alone.Titus 1:5-9 5 For this cause left I thee in Crete, that thou shouldest set in order the things that are wanting, (refers mainly to Church Government, as well false doctrine etc…) and ordain elders (Pastors) in every city, as I had appointed thee: 6 If any be blameless, the husband of one wife, having faithful children not accused of riot or unruly. 7 For a bishop (Pastor, Bishop, Elder, Shepherd, Presbyter are all interchangeable, and all concerns the local assembly) must be blameless, as the steward of God; not selfwilled, not soon angry, not given to wine, no striker, not given to filthy lucre; 8 But a lover of hospitality, a lover of good men, sober, just, holy, temperate; 9 Holding fast the faithful word as he hath been taught, that he may be able by sound doctrine both to exhort and to convince the gainsayers.And…..Matthew 9:37-38 37 Then saith he unto his disciples, The harvest truly is plenteous, but the labourers are few; 38 Pray ye therefore the Lord of the harvest, that he will send forth labourers into his harvest.There are many ministers and workers today and very few disciples.If this be the case, indeed it is regrettable. In God’s government He desires the sheep to have Shepherds that will help keep watch, and when the wolves would seek to devour the flock will then set out to protect. But there have been times when He has told me to stop... sit... learn... relaxIt is these times that can be difficult, even more so when you feel you must explain yourself and try to get others to "see it".tonys